hahahahahaha ..... there IS always that. ..... OMG that's funny!
ummmmm ..... I'm not sure what I'm gonna do although the thumbpick's not a bad idea .... hadn't thought of that so thanks ..... but I also have the pain thing to figure out ...... to this point when I've had spells of hand pain, I'd just get all serious with my hands and wear braces at night .... use a paraffin tank for heat treatment ..... various smelly cremes .... etc. That always solved the problem mostly which is good enough.
I will do all that, of course ...... but this seems to feel different this time ..... but I could also be senile and paranoid about it.
So I hope it does like before ..... but it takes a couple weeks and the bastards hurt like hell in the meantime.
I'm a big string bender and that sideways movement of the fingers sends a jolt of pain .... the kind that makes you jump ..... lol, it's
really distracting!
I have certainly spent some time thinking about this ...... I HAVE to play ...... not just for money but because playing defines me as a person ....... I played my first gigs 53 years ago when I was 12 ...... I'm on my first record when I was 12 ..... and now it's been a daily thing, either gigging or practicing/recording for 47 years since I went full-time in '69.
My wife tells people 'Steve IS music' and I am.
And despite the struggles recently to find my muse, I am still obsessed by it .... you know what I'll do after a lot of gigs? ..... go sit-in with someone somewhere.

insanity!
It's THE thing I was born for and I'm truly unsure what would happen if I ever couldn't play.
So I have looked into all the possible treatments and have planned out an escalating litany of things I will do up to and including consulting with my high school bud and fellow musician who became a well regarded specialist with hand surgery.
I'm not there yet ..... hopefully I won't get there ever ..... but I'm prepared ....... have I told you I HAVE to play?
I do.