I suppose from a convenience perspective, a clunky piano with one {2 if you play the actual strings} sound vs a MIDI keyboard that gives you access to literally hundreds of keyboard sounds plus being able to play thousands of instrument sounds via VSTis, is a no-brainer.
But if I had the space, I'd have my old clunky upright in a flash. VSTi pianos sound like pianos and pianos are probably the easiest instrument to sample and get right, even to where it's not possible to tell the difference.
But even a clunky old upright piano, sounds like a piano.
Yeah, when I had my last eye test, the optician told me I was at the start of cataracts and though there was no immediate need, at some point I was going to need to get them taken care of. I wanted to know a] how you found the op, ie was it painful {in my mind, I can countenance pain just about anywhere, but my eyes !} and b] how have you found your vision since ? Do you feel it was definitely worth it ?
This might get a little long, so bear with me brother. Subject is all of a sudden near and dear to my heart.
Typically too young for cataracts, some time ago I actually thought I was going blind. Didn't want anyone to know and kept it to myself. I reckon like a lot of men I'm not one to rush to the doctor for this or that. Something happened that was caused by my poor eyesight, messed something up that I shouldn't have. It was kond of a big deal and pretty much destroyed a long time good relations with a client. Pretty devastating, well, in a way. Got honest with the wife and she pretty much made me see an eye doctor. The doctor told me I had cataracts. I knew nothing about cataracts, oh no, I thought. Doctor added, pretty nonchalantly, we can fix that. A tear rolled down my cheek.
Either he or I chose to do the left eye first, they don't do both eyes as the same time, for obvious reasons, in my mind the main one just in case the doc is having a bad day he only flubs one eye. I'd read that they don't put you completely under. I wasn't necessarily looking forward to it, the surgery. Surgery, I was out, the only thing I remember was sort of kaleidoscope visualizations, a little pressure. It was a breeze, and although I had to put ointment in my eye post surgery, I could see right away. If memory serves I think I had Lazer thing done several weeks later, which is somewhat normal. Clears post op new lense cloudiness, which again is somewhat normal, some experience it.
The problem, I was seeing extreme star burst affects, car headlights at night, anything, even the moon was sort of distorted. Although the eye I hadn't had done yet was cloudy everything I could see was
normal. A nice round moon. Sounds silly, but when I looked up in the sky at night I valued seeing the moon as it was, night fishing on the beach under a full moon. Plus, I couldn't imagine having that star affect in both eyes. In my mind it would impair my vision more than seeing clearly in one eye but having the star affect, and somewhat blurry in the other, would possibly make nighttime driving dangerous. I decided to wait on the other.
Gradually things just deteriorated really bad. I could no longer see through my cloudy right eye. It was very distracting, my depth perception was horrible, you're supposed to look someone in the eye when you are talking to them and at times when I would attempt it all I could think of was how screwed up my vision was. Plus...plus, I was starting to a lot of floaters in my good eye, almost a web, and reduction in the quality of my sight. Something was going on, and if I lost that eye I would be screwed. So the wife made me see a doctor...
With all of their high tech machinery they couldn't even see inside my right eye. It was bad, real bad. "Legally blind". Return visit they placed a plastic tube about the size of my iris on my eye, and flooded it with water, using sound to
see inside. Still had difficulty, although I think they were also having problems with the machine that day, repeated the procedure several times. A bit uncomfortable, but not too bad.I think it's important that they get a good measurement for the size of your new lense, curvature of the eye and stuff.
The doctor kept saying, "This is going to be difficult." I pressed, was it going to be difficult to do, difficult to achieve good results, could I lose my eyeball, potentially have one of those odd totally white eyes, etc. It was like he wouldn't commit to anything. I mean, I trusted the guy, he's a damn good surgeon. I think maybe he was a bit disgusted with me that I had let things get so bad, said it was a "3rd world" case. Said I had hardening of the tissue, some atrophy, and would have to do a lot more cutting around the iris to get the old lense out and the new in, and the surgery would take much longer, would have to be done in a hospital rather than the vision center. I was concerned, really concerned. I had also caught a badminton birdie in the eye as a kid, spent three days in the hospital with both eyes bandaged, came close to loading my sight. I think maybe rhat caused some scar tissue, and hardening?
Surgery day, arrived at 5:30 am, first in line. I was thinking maybe I would rather be 2nd or 3rd in line rather than first, let the guy get warmed up. Somewhere in the pre op discussion he said something that made me think to ask, well I know I won't be completely out, but I will be mostly out? No, he says, we spoke about that, you'll be completely awake. Damn! I did not like the thought/sound of that, but he said if I wanted to be mostly out we would have to reschedule somewhere way down the line. I sat for a moment to let it sink in, then said, let's do this thing.
Wheeled me into the operating room. I just separated myself from it, focused on the unique experience of being fully awake in an operating room,
watching professionals do their job. I was a fly on the wall. I mean, they did numb the eye somewhat with drops, and gave me some to relax me. I have unusually chill blood pressure, even before procedures that cause someone to be anxious. I may be reluctant to go to the doctor, but when I do I surrender for the food of the cause and allow them to do what they have to do. It wasn't that bad. Yeah, they're going to be poking, cutting on your eyeboil. I didn't really feel any (much?) pain, mostly just pressure. It makes sense that you are awake, the doctor can communicate, instruct you to say look slightly left, which would be impossible if you were completely out. Your eyes might roll back in your head, or something, and he has to deal with limited access.
I was slightly loopy coming out of surgery, but happy it was completed. Things were blurry, as was expected, but I could see much, much better nearly right away. It was very important, I suppose given the extra cutting, to not get an infection. I quarantined that night, eyes very sensitive to light, lots of color I hadn't seen in so long, wonderful. The following night I venture out onto the porch. There was a huge halo around a full moon. But not a round halo, jagged light, and a more straight but jagged light off to the left. Not good, I thought, but given the option of legally blind, I guess I could live with it. Return post op visit the next day told the doctor, if memory serves he said that might clear up, could be fixed with Lazer, or I might have to live with it. Personally speaking, if it stayed like that nighttime driving might be out of the question. A couple of nights later I was on the porch and returned back inside the house. I thought, wait a damn minute. I went back out and looked at the moon, the jagged lights were gone! I couldn't believe it, what a blessing. I still see off to my left of my right eye what almost appears to be comparatively speaking the frame of eyeglasses. A bit distracting, claustrophobic, but I can live with it, tune it out and not teach my brain to focus on it. It's the edge of the lense, and I think maybe he said
he might be able to soften it with a laser, can't remember. He also said that they must have had a difficult time with doing the left eye, they inserted a 3 piece lense, or the guy was old, stuck in his ways and used older technology.
No or very little star affect in the new eye, which sort of cancels some of the extreme star affect from the eye I had done some years earlier. Wonderful. I'm doing drops several times a day, anti biotic, steroid, and something to regulate the pressure in the eye(?). Just as long as the sack continues to support the new lense, I think I'm golden. It's a little weird, though. I think my brain is still getting used to it, it's almost intimidating, a feeling of being more exposed, vulnerable, can't explain it. But I'm so, soooo pleased. All in all it has been a breeze.
Do it, man. Don't wait too long like I did, could cause problems. As with me, and others, they will give you an option of near sightedness, or far sighted. I will still have to wear reading glasses. There's a third option where you're good both ways, but insurance does not cover that lense and it costs big bucks. Even with the lense I got, and insurance to cover part of the cost, it cost me about $2,500. Worth it for twice that price, can't really put a price on it. Do it, brother. Here's looking at you, kid.
Return visit for me tomorrow, hopefully everything looks good and he'll ween me off of eye drops(some you're not supposed to go cold turkey).