cello_pudding
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so my ex-girl wanted me to record her....
.....i'm f'n crazy about her, but she's going to be moving to literally the other side of the world soon to teach english.
I can't get the song to load - but the story is vaguely familiar.
My last girlfriend was and is the most amazing muse for me. If I looked at her, touched her, listenned to her, or thought about her a song would inevitably follow. She said the most amazing things to me, and on one song I used her words to write in a female part for a duet... she made me sing it with her at her friend's party even before I was comfortable with it.
We broke up near to her birthday, and at the time I was in the process of making her a songbook and a little CD of all of the songs she inspired for her gift - the biggest and deepest personal thing I'd ever crafted for anyone. ... we were still friends and she had no idea what I was working on, but I asked her if she could sing this song with me so I could record it as a duet - she declined because of the personal nature of the tune... so, I've had to record it alone without that most crucial element.
I like Miroslav's idea - let the situation serve the songs - and let the songs serve your heart.
it's not okay to go after the girl that broke up with you right? she has to make the effort.
and the reality is she's just traveling around and leaving to teach english because some island off of south korea is pretty looking.
we hung out last night and i eventually told her things that have been on my mind...before i mentioned it she was like...hey! let's hang out tomorrow night after i do some things!
she sorta responded like "hmm....let me think about this because you've really meant a lot to me in the last 6 months or so" and she said she wanted to talk before she left...
but she hasn't gotten a hold of me. i saw her earlier in the day and was like...oh give me a ring later...but... nothing.
so much for putting yourself out there i guess.
welp...she told me that she wasn't interested, but if it changes she'll let me know.
i want to know how to unlearn it though. i know there are women that like me, but i want to love my woman/wife the way i love this one. i have a lot grace, patience, and care to offer someone, but it's not like i can just shift it over to the next person so easily.
blah. life.
so much for putting yourself out there i guess.
Yeah, I was kinda thinking that you were stuck in the "friend zone" after you told us she said she wanted to "hang out" with you. 9 outta 10 times that's what that means!
But this is where the beautiful thing in life known as time comes in Feelings fade eventually, even though while in the moment it seems like they'll last forever. And then somebody new pops up and feelings start growing again... Just give it time, amigo.
oh this attempt was devoid of all feeling. i don't have the warm fuzzies at all for her.
i'm f'n crazy about her