Paul881
Look Mom, I can play!
Actually, it was nearer 12 years when I do the maths. At one stage I remember having a frozen shoulder which as you know is worse at night; chronic back spasms and a hiatus hernia with acid reflux all at once. I felt so depressed with the pain, I actually thought dying would be a pleasant relief .Ten Years!
Everything I had read about it said it would progress through 3 stages (freezing, frozen, thawing), and that each stage could last 3-6 months. Mine went away after about 9-10 months, so I was never quite sure if the exercises fixed it, or it had just run it course.
I can't imagine dealing with it for ten years.
And then I got better
I try to regulate my stress levels now; I try to be ambivalent even though my insides may be pumping fit to burst.
As I become more financially secure, this helps a great deal. Thats why I admire Guy's approach to debt and work. When you own your own place and have security of some money behind you, you don't tend to get so stressed with everything.
There is a saying that most people are only three pay checks away from losing our homes and insolvency. I fear that position more than anything else and that fear has driven me all my life.
I came from a housing scheme in the Midlands; saw my Mom and Dad strive to better themselves and so I started fighting for my future in the same way - perhaps with even more vigour. No way was I going to stay as a factory worker.
In my time I have been a labourer, a butchers boy, Industrial plant cleaner, a market stall greengrocers assisitant, barman, army cadet, engineering trainee, fireman, musician, sales support engineer, technical salesman, sales manager, sales director, managing director.
Along the way I have taken big risks and made some stupid mistakes.
Today I learnt that I am the preferred candidate for the job I went to Switzerland for. I am hoping that this comes off. The next week will be crucial. To have a paid job at this time would be wonderful.
Hasta la vista!