Hey guys,
It's kind of fun being a woman around here. I have read many a "manly" post around this bulletin board. Luckily, I think that you guys are pretty funny. I enjoy watching Howard Stern at times, so I can probably take about any male humor. So, glad to be around too, Pedullist.
Vice-I have a fairly soulful voice-works pretty well for some jazz, definitely r/b and soul. I have heard one person say I sound country, but I'm not buyin it.
I am having that "I can't find a band that I like to sing with" kind of dilemma. There is something in me that I'm trying to get out. I think it's some gospel/soul/art chick kind of thing. I am someone who doesn't know squat (well, okay, maybe JUST squat, and no more) about chords, key sigs, how to play the piano, etc., but can think of nothing better than sitting down and creating a song as well I can.
Anyway, I guess I'm "discovering" myself musically. I remember being younger and just loving to sing torch songs from the forties (which I do quite well, I must say), but who wants to listen to that crap?
I think I'm feeling pretty creative these days. I'm a tiny bit worried that I have so much of my own sound, that each song is tending to take on a similar quality, but I'm working through it as best I can.
I've wasted a ton of time musically, and I'm tired of not doing anything at all by myself, and of just being "a singer". I want to do more, or at least explore more.
As for all this plugging in, installing, troubleshooting, balanced/unbalanced, TRS, TS, XLR, +4, _10 stuff, I feel quite not secure. As it is, with my laptop, there is definitely some audio issue-with both my old soundcard, and my new--to the point that I just CANNOT use any WDM drivers. Actually, I got the layla in last night, and even though it all seemed fine for awhile, I ended up with stuff not working, tried changing it back to MME, and no luck, so I just rolled everything back with System Restore. I can tell that it's going to be a long weekend, with no real recording.
Also, I have to go back to classes Monday to finish up my last 6 hours in college. I'm actually a bit old to be just now graduating from college, but oh well. The worst part is I majored in advertising, and I just can't stand the thought of it anymore. All the more reason to do some music. Either I'll keep this job I've had all through school, and never get too much further ahead, or I'll suck it up and hope that some advertising agency or the like will even WANT me (maybe then I might actually be able to afford the student loan payments) and do the music thing to keep myself sane, or I'll just keep plugging away until I feel confident enough to chuck everything else and just do that.
The honest truth is, though, that I'm horribly frightened of failure, and that may be my issue with the advertising, and, I fear, with the music. I wish I had some balls!
Now you ALL know my life story, and instead of shouting "wooommmmaaaannn" (or however that goes), it'll be "craaaaaaaazzzzzzzyyyyyyyy woooommmmmmaaaaaannnnnn!!!! Ruuuuuuunnnnnnnnn!"
Ha ha.
Have
a super duper day!
Kirstin