This is like asking when I stopped beating my wife.
You're the one to bring up the strawman argument of me "not trusting my own membership". I never said I didn't trust my own membership, but I did say that I have trouble asking people for help.
Philippe contacted me back in April or so, out of the blue, telling me that he had a similar site to HomeRec in France and that maybe we could work together for mutual benefit. Well, maybe from an American that would mean "I'm going to kick your ass, Scooter" and I don't know if this is a French thing but Philippe has been completely straightforward and honest with me through all the months in between.
I realized quite awhile ago that HomeRec really needed more than just me, and several people have offered various services over the years, but I was never able to figure out how to work with them. But Philippe has a whole team of people who can do things, and I guess for me it's easier to work that way.
I want HomeRec to not just exist, but grow and be more of a success, and I have every confidence that Philippe and his crew at Audiofanzine can help us do that. He only started a few years ago, with far less Internet knowledge than I have, yet his site is a tremendous resource and pwns the French-speaking music world.
So please give it time, and let them give me some mental and emotional space. Thanks.