Well, yeah.
And, No, not at all.
I want the mixs to sound good and I know many professional engineers who get a lot better sound than I do. Professional sound, to me, just means making it sound the way you want- *exactly* the way you want. Its not making it sound like some external standard.
So I'm not aiming for some external standard, but there are sounds that I hear on some recordings that I want elements of and haven't figured out how to get them.
Take care,
Chris