about 2 years ago I was in a band and had all sorts of crazy ideas.. I wanted to bring a sound to the stage that would be very different from the other bands we've seen and opened for.. We were only 3 guys at first.. I would have a cassette player hooked up to the P.A. with some pre recorded bits.. I was playing guitar and singing, and playing boards.. I thought once we worked out the bugs it would have been sonically interesting.. I would switch from guitar to keys in a flash, and actually reach over and hit play on the cassette.. (this was before loops, and no midi) After awhile, the other 2 guys got sick of what I was trying to do.. They thought we should just get back to the basic drums, guitar,and bass thing.. I didnt understand.. I have seen many local bands and they were all the same, with the same dynamic and sound for their entire set.. I thought that was boring unless the band was really special at what they did..
I would bring 3 guitars with me all tuned different.. the bass player got sick of the alternate tuning thing and wanted to go the standard E route.. Since I started out as a drummer, I think the drummer got tired of me showing him exactly how the beat should go.. I began to get a reputation as being a control freak.. Eventually we had to split up.. When I hear their music today, I see they wouldn't have been happy in the long haul because their music is pretty basic and straight forward..
I really think that all of my stuff could be reproduced live in some way because it all had to be played to be recorded.. Even the drum loops could be played by a drummer..
I really wanted to do music that didn't fit in any one particular style.. From the mellowest Pink Floyd sound, to the heaviest death metal sound.. Like play a heavy song, give the crowd a break by playing a mellow one, then switch to something scientific sounding, then into a straight up rock tune etc.
I have never heard a band do this the way I picture it, and maybe that's because it wouldn't work.. I don't mean a NIN sound either.. I always pictured a combination of Black Sabbath, the Beatles, Rush, the Doors, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd and Slayer.. Most people who like one of these bands, don't like the others..
Now I just pretend.. Whenever I'm singing, I always treat it like I am playing live.. I guess it's O.K. to be a control freak when you are alone..
I have never made a dime off music, but I am in debt now because of it.. Instead of buying someone a Valentines day gift, I will buy myself an expansion card for my synth..
People have told me that I should try to sell my music, but I wouldn't have the balls to ask someone to buy something from me.. Actually, I find myself happy if they even accept a CD from me for free..
Today as I'm snaking out someones nasty toilet bowl, or laying in the dirt of their crawl space, a song will come to me and I'll jot a line or two down on a piece of scrap paper, or even my hand..
It's funny because sometimes I have to play hooky from work just to finish a song.. I find I have trouble focusing on basic things while a song is unfinished..
I ask myself why sometimes.. Why is music such a priority for me when I don't make any money from it, and most people think it's too strange anyway..
Man, if I could find 2 other guys who feel the same way, I would give up everything to play and give it a shot.. That probably will never happen, so off to work I go..
Sorry about the rant.. please ignore this entire post.. It was more like thinking out loud...
Anyway, thanks for the comments about the tune everyone..
Bill Assumpcao - VBR is variable bit rate.. It sounds better than the basic 128.. I think chrisharris hooked you up with an encoder in your other thread.. If you have any questions, there are many people here who could explain it better than me..
thanks guys! Happy Friday!