Lol @ .....you know
yeah I know ......
But he did ask the question ..... should I lie?
Or perhaps I shouldn't answer the question if I can't say something about my earnest voice trying to speak out in the musical wilderness?
Ya' know, let me try a serious answer to the question ....... I love music as much as anyone or I wouldn't have done it for so long. I could easily make more money at my day job.
But I've always chosen to do music instead which is possibly an interesting ( to some) response to the question because I'm the end result of a lifetime of being obsessed by music.
I started gigging at 12 and have played now for 45 years and still it dominates my life ..... not just gigging but when I'm at home or going about my daily business.
Honestly, I used to talk about my love for music but I really do think it's more of an obsessive-compulsive disorder. Believe it or not, I still will often finish a gig or even a double and instead of going home, I'll go where someone's playing and play with them.
I'm not at all sure that could be considered 'healthy'. Don't get me wrong, I have lots of fun ....... I'm not one of those players you see that is always 'tired' or complaining about his gigs. I have a rep of always being happy and laughing at gigs and I am. I'm more at home and happy when gigging than anywhere else.
So I'm not
unhappy with where my life has ended up.
But that doesn't mean I can't recognize the sacrifices I'm made in subjugating everything in my life to music. At least I was lucky enough to find a wife that has her own career and so, is accepting of mine and the time it takes.
So summary: I play music because I have a mental disorder and it's the only drug that alleviates the symptoms.
![Smilie :) :)](/images/smilies/smile.gif)