Thanks for the honest criticism Pinky.
The youtube video has english subtitles.
I don't care much about the film, it hardly relates to the music, so I agree with you, it just makes the performance odd.
On the other hand, it's the film that allows me to book performances because it's part of film festivals selections. It's a "seal of quality". People see the laurels on the poster and they think that it must be worth something.
But I love the music.
Sometimes you create something and you love it immediately. This was not the case. These 6 songs grew on me like nothing else I have ever done.
I am arriving to the conclusion that unfortunatly, they are not good for a live performance, because if it took time for me to get into them, how can I expect anyone else to get them with one audition (the live performance)?
I think I should have notes distributed at the entrance to help the audience understand what is going on. I think that if you take the time to hear the songs a few times, you can understand what's going on without the notes, but you do need them if you're going to hear them only once.
1 - "a key" is an antidote for suicide, memories of things and actions of a good and beautiful world.
2 - "do it" dives straight into the subject of suicide, bordering schizophrenia.
3 - "passing trees" is the result of reading about a man who set himself on fire on a high speed train in japan.
4 - "you're a friend" is the vision of a man watching his own funeral, looking at the people he chose to have around while he was alive.
5 - "leather and cork": someone is planting a spruce of cork oak on top of his younger brother's ashes, as he requested.
6 - "was that a smile?": someone finds a person who is about to jump off a bridge and tries to persuade him/her not to do it. by chance, they both discover that they know the poem "not waving but drowning", by stevie smith.
If you had read this before, would it have changed your opinion significantly?