Thanks, Beagle.
I think it's likely very evident I go chasing very big gear projects, have high standards and expectations for outcomes with those projects, and have a hard time letting go of them once I'm entrenched. I spend 99+% of my music time working in gear projects, and my motivation to work on stuff and/or create and capture music becomes diminished because I'm overwhelmed with stuff I don't have time for...and I'm an impatient S.O.B.
It's a terrible existence.
I'm really feeling the pull to shrink down my scope and expectations to something more controllable, and as a result have more enjoyment and actually be creating something.
I just sold my MCI JH-416 mixing desk project...fella comes to pick it up some time in October. I love that desk...the heritage, its historical significance, the look...and I'm sure it sounds like nothing else and is a great match for my Ampex MM-1000. But it's just to big a project for me...too much time needed to finish it...I'm sure it would take hundreds and hundreds of hours, and money. I feel good letting it go and we can pay down some debt.
I'm really loving I have a Tascam 58 again...yes it's a project too but mostly just cleaning and refurbishing...and I really love my "M-__" prototype mixing console, which is a period and cosmetic match to the 58...still a bit of a project too and will always need some TLC attention...the 58 is no Ampex wide format machine like the Ampex MM-1000, but maybe the 58 is the right "size" for me...my personality, traits...my needs. I got into this searching for "it" and kept leveling up and super-sizing, always taking on stuff that needed work because that way the up front cost was less...there's a huge back end cost to my soul.
With the MCI on its way out I'm sincerely considering carving out all the more vintage stuff I have...that whole layer that would include the MM-1000, and my 3M M-64 halftrack project...and actually get to play with the toys and make music.
I'd be a lot happier if I could just let myself do that.
So, sorry to hijack the thread...Bob, what is your music production bliss? At least right now? Is it the global multitrack collaborations? Because that is damn cool. And to do it you need a good dual speed cassette 4-track like the 424 mkI right? Done. Don't you still have it? Hey the M-108 is cool. Try it as a front-end to the 424...if it doesn't sound all that different why complicate the setup? Why complicate the setup with trying to collaborate with others having to go into and out of a DAW to modify speed? Pop the cassette in and go!
It appears tension is increasing with your RV mate...I dunno...my 2p.
Thanks for sharing this Cory. It's always nice to hear others who have struggled and/or are struggling with gear issues. I know I have.
I'll tell you what ... I
wish I loved digital recording. Specifically, I wish I loved digital recording on a computer. That would make my life so much easier. I pretty much already have everything I'd ever need, and it all works. I'm not saying that I never run into issues with digital, because I certainly have, but the fact is that it's ubiquitous, so it's usually pretty easy to find a solution one way or another. (Doesn't mean it doesn't make you want to pull your hair out at its worst sometimes, but I digress.)
The reality is, though, that I don't love it the way I do analog. It's a necessary evil for me because I record for my day job often. But when I record for fun, I want to use analog all the way. About a year ago, though, I just about gave up on analog altogether. I'd spent over a decade wanting to put a R2R system together, and it never happened for one reason or another. I'd buy a tape machine that was supposed to work but didn't, etc. When I did have one that worked (a Tascam 38 --- at least I
think it worked), I was strapped and couldn't afford a mixer, much less tape for it and eventually had to sell it. This kind of thing went on for a good while. Eventually, I thought, "Ok, maybe a R2R isn't in the cards for me right now, so let me get a really sweet vintage 4 track." At that point, I sold my (fully working) Tascam 414 mkii and ended up on a horrible streak of bad luck with non-working 4-tracks, including a Fostex 250, an Audio Technica RMX64 (
DAMN I wanted that thing to work), two Yamaha something-or-others, and finally my Tascam 246.
After the 246 had been in and out of the shop for literally a year, it came back and seemed to be good. I started recording a song on it excitedly, only to encounter severe pitch wobble on the bass track almost immediately. Asking around here seemed to indicate that a new pinch roller was needed. I put the 246 to the side for the time being because I was in the middle of a huge work project that was all-consuming for a good bit.
At that point, I was quite heartbroken, and I actually decided to give up on the analog dream. I still didn't want to use the computer, so I bought a Roland VS1880. I still had the 246 as a pet project, hoping that it would some day come around, but I couldn't wait any longer.
It was about a month after I bought the VS1880 that I got a nice royalty check in the mail and then saw the Fostex 80 system on ebay. So I decided to give it one last hurrah and pulled the trigger. The unit was damaged in shipping (the reel table was bent), but the short story is that the insurance came through, I was able to buy a parts machine, and I fixed the reel table. The Fostex 80 was (and still is) running flawlessly, along with the 4050 remote for it. I snagged the Yamaha RM804 mixer as a companion to it, and I actually had a working R2R rig for the first time ever. (Quickly sold the VS1880).
I almost finished recording one song on the Fostex 80 when I got the email from my friend who offered me his 388 for free.
On the advice of some folks here (and my wife), I decided to keep the Fostex rig as a backup in the event that the 388 went belly up. That's not the case---it's very close to fully-functional, but we're still working on that obviously.
Recently, I ordered a pinch roller from Terry's Rubbers for the 246, and after a brief stumble with that, the 246 finally now seems to be up and running.
So ... while the 388 is on the operating table, and the Fostex is still in the closet, I've started recording on the 246 finally and have been having a blast with it.
It's been a long and winding road, but I'm actually extremely happy right now with my gear prospects, and I haven't been able to say that for a
LONG time.