Hello mono-man.
I agree with bball jones.
Just take things at your own pace.
It takes some time to learn.
It also takes some time to figure out which programs or gear works best for you and the type of music you are trying to create.
At least you have HOMERECORDING.COM and other BBS forums to learn from, ask questions on, and post comments to.
When I first acquired Cakewalk v.6 or v.7, I had no idea how to use it.
I had it for months, but I couldn't figure out how to work the program.
Eventually, I kept toying with it and "VOILA", everything just fell into place.
Then, I became addicted to computer-based recording.
I got rid of
my Roland VS 1680, and hit the computer-based recording head on.
Now I use Cubase VST, Cakewalk 9, Vegas Audio 2.0, and ProTools.
The "task" of my recording session dictates which program I decide to use.
So, I said all of that just to say this, Be patient and everything will fall into place.
This is the best forum on the planet.
This BBS has myriads of qualified individuals to help you arrive at the best conclusion for your needs.
Peace...
SPIN