Sitting here, man last year was such a long year.
I lost people I swear fuckin' belong here.
That shits the past, but still I'm making these songs tear.
Mental pictures in my mind, I just look with a long stare.
I hate the fact that I'm still speaking of you.
And I can't go a fuckin' day without thinking of you.
But it's gravy, trust me baby, I'm still kickin' it fine.
Although that 1 percent of me still wishes that you were mine.
Okay, maybe it's 2 or even 3.
Visualize a ring and some dude on his knee.
But when I zoom in, I look close, that shit ain't even me.
It's some other motherfucker and I'm as calm as can be.
Even though the shit hurt, it gets worse, or should I say that it's been?
One day I say I'm straight and the next I'm needin' a friend.
Someone that I can talk to and get this off of my chest.
B l a ck b e r r y saves the text, this shit I'll never forget.
I lost people I swear fuckin' belong here.
That shits the past, but still I'm making these songs tear.
Mental pictures in my mind, I just look with a long stare.
I hate the fact that I'm still speaking of you.
And I can't go a fuckin' day without thinking of you.
But it's gravy, trust me baby, I'm still kickin' it fine.
Although that 1 percent of me still wishes that you were mine.
Okay, maybe it's 2 or even 3.
Visualize a ring and some dude on his knee.
But when I zoom in, I look close, that shit ain't even me.
It's some other motherfucker and I'm as calm as can be.
Even though the shit hurt, it gets worse, or should I say that it's been?
One day I say I'm straight and the next I'm needin' a friend.
Someone that I can talk to and get this off of my chest.
B l a ck b e r r y saves the text, this shit I'll never forget.