you should record yourself commiting suicide, i would like that song.
besides, your death rattle might make for a good bass line with a little eq.
its not like your lifes worth anything anyway.
What's taking you?......Are you all suicided out yet you little maggot infested snot gobbling bacterial infested pathetic good for nothing useless piece of salmonella riddled chicken livered venerealised homosexual syphillitic bum!