Man, damn e-mail notifications. I'm trying to take a break from here, but people keep posting in this thread.
I just want to respond to some of the things that were said.
First of all, of course I'll be back. I've taken breaks before and I never say/said that I'm not coming back.
Second of all, I'm not pissed off at anyone or the site in general or anything like that. Every few months I un-plug and pretty much get off the internet for a while. It actually does my soul some good and makes me miss it a little bit, which I need once in a while. There's no animosity or frustration or anything like that. I just need to get away once a in a while. If anyone looks through my history, they'd see that I've taken breaks before, and it's not always because of something negative that happened. I think, with a few exceptions (one guy thinking he's going to change the music business and some frustrated bitch playing "victim" after a few glasses of wine), this place has actually been pretty cool. So, I'm not taking a break because of anything negative.
Third of all, I came to a realization. I hate a lot of my tunes and I want to go back and re-work many of them. I think I make pretty good recordings, I play well and I sing "OK" enough to get by. But one thing I can't pat myself on the back for is probably the most important thing, and that's the fact that many of my songs just aren't well written. The thing is, I know they can be, but I end up rushing through the most important part, which is the actual singing of the song. I don't mean I sing them like shit. I mean, once I've written and re-worked the musical parts until I'm happy with them, I tend to not put the same care in writing a good melody and hook, and that's way more important than how cool that guitar riff is, or how cool that drum part is. I know I can write better songs if I wasn't so lazy with taking the time to make every song as good as it can be. I do have some good ones that I wouldn't change a thing about. But those are the exception. I sat and listened to all my tunes the other day and realized that, if it was someone else's music, I'd probably say something like "Good drumming, good guitar, good bass, good recording, but this tune does nothing for me".
So, to make a long story even longer, I'm going through many of my tunes and re-writing and re-working many of them. So I probably won't post something new for a while. I probably won't be around here for a while either. But only because I'm just taking a little break.
The tune that started this thread was taken down because I realized I needed to re-work it. It's another tune that could be good, but I need to stop sleep-walking through writing the meaningless lyrics and melody. I have to stop treating that part of the process as an after-thought.
Thanx guys.