No, I really do enjoy it. I don't know why though. I just do. My band plays live about twice a month. Some shows are good, some are bad. Some pay really well, some don't. They always end up being fun though. It's a good feeling. After a show, people want to talk to you. I don't know why, and they rarely have anything worthwhile to say, but playing live has a certain aura about it. I think it's maybe a little bit of envy. I think fans of live music want to have the guts or ability to play live. They're lacking one or the other, so they don't. Being a "musician" you have to have the balls to get up there and do your thing and accept whatever happens. Playing a song sitting on your bed is one thing, doing it under the lights with people watching is something else. You expose yourself. You're vulnerable. You're also the fucking man. You're there and the people are watching you. You have their attention - not vice-versa. That puts you in charge. If people don't clap or cheer loud enough, you tell them to wake the fuck up. If people start moving around, you tell them to settle the fuck down. They listen. The crowd will do what you say. They always do. I guess that's why I like playing live. I get to control people.