Okay, first: There's never been any question around here as to your talent, at least not in my mind. I was talking about me.
"Things have been different." Man, I was afraid of that...which is why I tried to apologize for quoting my wife months ago. That whole post was in response to a trend and recurrent theme around here that I hated at the time...(i.e., people telling members how they needed to post, and slamming the "gushfest" threads. I think people need to just give the opinions they have, be they critical or not, and that's what I used to try to do - My wife's opinions were not my own, and were posted merely as an attempt to thumb my nose at the "proper way to post" theme that was pissing me off at the time. it was basically the only way that I could comply with those unwritten and arbitrary guidelines, b/c I'm not gonna' just invent something that's wrong with a mix or a performance if I think it's great. I don't know how I'm supposed to post, but I don't know how I've been different, other than just being "different," like weird, but again, I recognize that (here and here only), I do shed the lawyer thing, and I'm vague. I'm not a lawyer, it's just what I do for a living.
It's like the first post I ever saw from Jamal here...It started with something like: "Okay folks...here's my latest chart-topper - lemme' know what you think?", and knowing Jamal like I do, that post is funny as hell now, b/c he's TOTALLY ragging on himself all the time, so I "get" it now - he was making fun of himself - but when I first read it, I was kinda' like "who the fuck does this guy think he is???"
That's how I apparently came off in my last post. See, the "sensitive about the AT" comment was me jabbing at me, b/c I'm pretty fucking sensitive about my vocals too, and everytime that the A.T. issue comes up, I realize that I get all defensive and weird and over-react and it's one of the things about me that I try to hide and act cool about, but whenever I go back and read how I've responded, I always feel like a total dork...It just warmed my heart to see you defend yourself, that's all dude, nothing more. Any further explaination by me would be dumb, so I'll just leave it at that.
I know this is kinda' long, but I get really nervous and worried and I beat myself up a lot when I've done something to hurt somebody; even if the somebody is a jackass, lol...but ESPECIALLY when the somebody is a person who I like and respect. Oh, Sam...same thing goes for you, by the way. I know you don't always "get" me either, but trust me, nothing I wrote should be interpreted as anything other than me trying to make fun of myself...you just have to turn it around 3 times and fill in the punchline yourself for it to make sense. Actually, I think maybe you [sam] usually give me the benefit of the doubt these days when I stick my foot in my mouth and you assume I'm trying to be funny (and just failing). That's the right way to take me, lol. Whenever I have a REAL negative opinion or a beef with somebody, it's crystal clear that I'm not kidding.
Funny, I tried to apologize to Khomp for making him re-type an explaination due to me not reading the thread, and in the process, I pissed 2 OTHER people off, lol. One step forward, 2 steps back...story of my life.
NOW I'M GOING TO AUSTIN FOR 3 DAYS OF MUSIC AND FUN WITH THE DAUGHTER, SO QUIT BUMMING ME OUT!! lol, lmao...BAHAHAHAHA...HEHEHEHEH

hehehe eee -bahahahahaha...lolololrotflmfaopimp...hahahahhaa
(indicates joke about bumming me out - no offense intended - I'm working on the clarity thing

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