I sometimes drift off and forget she is gone, like I could just grab the phone and call up and ask what she is going to do this weekend, and just like... make plans or something, and then it hits me she's gone
I kind of feel weird for that, but really... I guess I always will feel like she is close by me somewhere, I like to think she sees what it is that I am up to these last few days, and is cheering me on, she always did support my studio goals.... Too bad she never got the chance to record her songs