Contrary to popular belief.. I haven't really made a deal on anything...
No shaking hands.. No contracts.. No signature...
All I did was show up and answer a few questions about how to record, room accoustics, equipment, multitrack recording, etc..
I felt like it was all good.. At the same time, I wanted to be cautious...
When the money was talked about, as you should have read in my other thread, I oringally wanted some... This was because, I intended to build up this project studio.. And, quite honestly, there are many talented people involved in this clique...
Now, I am a little more in tune to what the real situation is... I would like to be specific about the whole thing, but I won't and if you want to know, PM me and I'll tell you... For one, I am not a snitch, by any means.. On the other, anyone here, who I trust and respect, I will at least explain why I am a little spooked about the whole thing...
Which is the reason for my original Suge thread.. Fiev caught on (thanks bud)..
So.. As it stands today, I have confided in a few of my mentors (here and elsewhere), this thread, is a component of that confidence.. Which, as it has been pointed out, is no way to discuss these topics... Yes.. I am wrong in discussing this here, to a degree.. At the same time, this is an important matter...
I am not spooked from a financial perspective.. My concern is my professional freedom.. I do not want to get too deep into these peoples' business.. I have no intention of entering the inner circle of anything..
If you've ever seen the movie Godfather than you're aware of "an offer he can't refuse".. As pussyfied and dramatic as it would seem, for me to apply that terminology to the current situation, I feel that I am on the receiving end of just such an "offer"....
Please ask questions, and I'll be glad to fill in the blanks..
All in all, I can be honest in saying..
1. I'm was naiive...
2. I was stupid and rude to discuss this situation from the get go (see the "To My HomeRec'ers" thread...
3. I do not intend to be scared of this situation...
4. My future intention (which I've shared, verbally) with the "main dude", is to advise them on the purchase of their equipment and to teach them to use it themselves, free of charge...
5. To, ultimately, go back to my normal quest for a job in a regular studio (not a project studio), unless I start a project studio, on my own..
Thank you...
Joshua