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I also just no longer have any desire for women or for sex. That whole part of my brain is scar tissue at this point. It is 100% impossible for me do anything remotely resembling intimacy with a woman. They might as well be some alien species. I have no connection to them, and it's not even...

I guess it's not accurate to say I never tried. I eventually DID later on in my 20s. But it just confirmed what I already knew. I spent my whole 20s in the "self-improvement" mindset. I was going to "build my physique" and finally "get the woman I want". I set about this goal, but it never...

I don't get it

To run from what? I'm not running from anything

I can't write songs. I have no musical talent. It sounds forced and bad when I do.

I don't like it I scrapped it. Thanks for taking the time to take a crack at it. I appreciate it.

I'm not a slave to my impulses. I knew when I was just a little kid barely able to have conscious thoughts that I would never have a woman. It's just something I "knew". Thus as I got older it just never even crossed my mind to even try, so I didn't. There is no species on earth where all the...

Lol no. I'm ? anti-western in my thinking. I'm off the American, degenerate, western culture train. I reject it all. I'm not missing anything.

I'm an incel. I don't date or go around women. I've never had sex, and don't really want to. I'm 31 now. Seems even more cringe and unenticing the older I get. Never was for me. I also hate things that talk about sex, and the idea of sexual promiscuity. It's just completely not for me. I'm...

I'm trying to write while recording. I need to hear it played back in order to write. I have no clue what my stuff is sounding like while I'm in the moment playing it. It's only when I listen to myself played back that I can hear it with clarity and generate new ideas. So yes, I want it to...

No pedal board. Think I'm just running through Guitar Rig 5 there in Studio One.

No I'm not. But my perception might be distorted. Hence, why my assessments of my work and talents might seem odd or off point to you guys.

I hate the way the bass always sounds. It has that "growl" that just sounds disgusting to my ears. Cant' stand it. It might work with other forms of music, but my particular style is supposed to sound more "cool" and less "heavy" or "sinister".

The things I've written thus far are not necessarily "bad". They're just not what I want. I can't seem to NOT write this way. There's a certain sound/vibe I'm going for that I'm not getting.

I will always be "ahead" in this thread

I don't want to see anybody else coming back posting about how I'm "being unfair" because I keep whining and putting myself down, but expecting only encouragement out of you guys. It's MY THREAD! I will say what I want. I will deal with the frustration in whichever way I want here in this...

Not even reading this. Either encouragement, and NEVER tell me I'm screwed, or piss off. There is no argument or debate. If you don't like it, there are a thousand other threads here. Don't come back here with one further post arguing with me. You either respond with agreement, or don't respond...

I WILL overcome this!

The primary root of my problem, I believe, has mostly to do with sound. Namely, I cannot get amp sims and various plugins to produce the sorts of tone that I want to head. It is stifling the process of creation.