You need to get over yourself if you're taking your pathetic attempt at "music" this seriously. Personally, I think you're either having a laugh at anyone who might actually give you a serious answer....OR....you need mental help. I'm not joking.
And I'll hit this from another angle while I'm at it. For those of us that have been practicing our craft for years, who have actually learned how to play one or more instruments, who have spent hours trying to improve at playing that/those instrument(s), who have spent hours learning how to record, compose, produce, arrange, mix, etc.........to have someone come in here with (admittedly) little or no musical knowledge, playing a vague nusrey rhyme "melody" on a who-knows-what instrument, with the ability that is barely beyond what a 4 year old can produce.....and then to seriously ask people discuss their "feelings" and to actually call it a composition, is a huge insult to us that have spent hours, months, and years at this, because it implies that you think that this is just a matter of having no talent and putting in no effort at all.
That's why I either call bullshit on your part, or if you are serious, then I say fuck you for insulting the rest of us by taking yourself so seriously. Personally, I don't give a fuck how that comes off to you. You insulted me and everyone else here by thinking your so-called "composition" warrants any kind of discussion about "feelings".
True story.