Your apology is accepted. Regarding our relationship here: I think we've figured out that we disagree on some things - just know that, like you, I have my position(s) on things and I do not come by them accidentally, or ignorantly. I am not a moron. I, too, am an avid reader and consumer of information. I seek to be "wrong". The only way I can find any satisfaction in this life is to learn and be better for it. I continually consider that there may be something I do not know, or something I misunderstand, that I may lack information or a point of view that would change my mind either a little or a lot - if I was simply aware. My entire life has been a lesson in that. I will never be unwaveringly rigid in my views. And my saying all that
is not to imply anything about you (or anyone else) - I'm just trying to communicate to you who I am. FWIW - and I think I've told you - I think you're a good guy, I think you're smart guy. I would welcome you in my foxhole.
IMO, you and I should never shy away from expressing ourselves, our views. I hope you agree. Stuff is going to come up - and we're going to disagree. The hard part for me, the thing I need to keep in mind.... and I certainly fall short on from time to time - is letting that shit get personal. Anyway.... work in progress.
Let's move on.
I very much appreciate Beato. I've watched a ton of his content and relate to him on many levels (I think many do - that's his appeal, IMO). I haven't yet purchased any of his lesson content - but I'm still considering it. There's no question that I would benefit. My theory is weak, to say the least. I'm at that stage where I'm regretting not being more disciplined about theory and music knowledge in my earlier days. But not too old to lean into that a little now and be better for it. But yeah - if you do go to teaching - I absolutely agree that his material would likely be a good tool to use for that.
I think about it from time to time - but I'm not ready to gig again yet. That stopped for me in 2006 - and I was burnt. The grind, the late nights, the politics.... ugh. Maybe one day - but it will have to be an ideal situation. And like you - a complicating factor is material. I have to be into the songs <---- common sense, right?
Around a very busy life and a very busy job - I still try to play as much as possible. I also go through periods of little-to-no motivation. I look at all of my instruments/gear and.... nothing. I've gotten a little more comfortable with those periods because they tend not to last. But yeah - my interest in maybe looking at some of the Beato theory stuff is that I spend more time trying to craft my own stuff at this point than I do anything else. It seems like pursuing that could help, open doors, new ideas, new approaches. Perhaps.
Anyway... good luck with where ever you're headed with all that.