Sometimes it takes a traumatic event in one's life to make one realise how much of an ASSHOLE he has been...in my case it was a fire in January that consumed my house, all my gear, AND my Dog and Cat. I have been an ignorant son of a bitch. Looking at these posts I cant believe what a rude bastard I was. I behaved like a rotten, smelly little TROLL, and for that I humble myself and apologise to all of you from the bottom of my heart. As I said to your admin in an email, this forum is your home, and I waltzed in drunk with stolen software under my arm, and barfed on your carpet. There is no excuse for my crappy attitude; sometimes people forget that forums like this are an extension of our homes and our schools, and deserve the same care and respect. One good thing that came out of my tragedy is that I have been profoundly changed by it, for the better. Metal hails and respect to the Admin for lifting my ban cuz I sure didnt deserve a second chance and I was given one regardless. This place ROCKS man, and I really am sorry that I pissed all over it.
I finally started making music again so this unban comes at a good time; everyone is encouraging me to continue when I was quite ready to throw in the towel. Strange how sometimes the most traumatic and horrible circumstances can have the best influences in your life, isnt it...
