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You know... that's all movie soundtrack music. Have you thought about going that direction? Your a good instrumentalist with a unique style. I can totally see you doing music for some of everything... not just rap. You know we all have our directions in life... and things... well they happen for a reason. Perhaps it's time for you to start really focusing on really doing something with your music. I'm going down the same path... I've always loved just creating...and learning... but you can still do that and share it with people and better yourself while your enjoying what you do. Now is the time to take your gift and craft it into art.