My last 3 or 4 songs have been really well written, IMHO. But the problem I have run into with each has been that feeling of 'not quite complete' when putting them into listenable form. I feel this song has what might be my second strongest verses to date combined with a nice chorus, but the problems are here:
1. It feels like it dies in the chorus. No matter what I add to the chorus I can't get it to come alive. I've tried Supertramp-ey acoustic guitars, I've tried electric guitars, more keyboards, less keyboard, etc. Nothing seems to help.
2. The whole thing sounds small. I've have always struggled with making my recordings sound BIG. I just don't know how to do it.
I welcome any feedback you might have here.
Lyrics
I keep falling to waking dreams
I keep riding the tidal streams
that flow
You keep pushing and pressing me
Always bending and stressing me
To grow
Displaying my selfish greed
Failing under your endless need
To show
Lying broken, there’s no relief
A word spoken, a healing grief
You know
A coming day of timeless peace
A sweet release
From me
I wonder if I’ll find your face
A priceless grace
I’ll see.
On the bottom you’re holding me
Barely moving, I cannot breathe
I’m done.
A choking weight surrounds my chest
A smoking hole to pierce my vest
You’re gone
Dark confusion, I ache; I plead
Am I amusement to suit your needs
Alone
From the darkness I make my climb
A blinding rage remains with time
I’m home.