I've meant to pm you to see how things were going.
I've been real scarce around here lately, not trying to hijack a thread here, but getting priorities in order, and looking around and asking myself WTF? with all the (excessive) gear I have and never really get / take the chance to use. It is extremely difficult for me to part with -insert "vintage" whatsit, that the cool SOB I am bought for $x in 19xx and is now worth $xxx, and I don't use it but can't part with it. Sometimes you just have to say fuck it, it's only stuff, and if I don't really use it, the fact that I probably can't replace it (because it would cost too much...) doesn't really matter. To paraphrase The Jam "to either cut down on gear or the kids' new gear It's a big decision ..."
I think I understand the stress of while I have this and it just needs that and I need to find the time, but before I do that I'll need to because i need that to plug into that other thing, and damn it I need to buy one of these, because that one is broken that I need to fix this one that I'll need .....I'm thinking maybe that is part of it?
Just because you don't have time for a band or a recording studio, doesn't mean you don't have a couple hours here and there to take out the drums and bang on them, or lay down some tracks on a piece of gear that isn't in the project stage. I got that advice from somebody here once. That is the place I am trying to get to. I don't have a map, but a general direction will help, and if you're going that way and need company I think there maybe others here too that'll be glad to ride shotgun.